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Îngerul meu păzitor, fosta mea iubire…

   Se spune că timpul vindecă. Eu sunt puțin cârcotașă și spun că timpul vindecă ceea ce dorești să vindece, altfel stă în banca lui. Privește de pe margine, indiferent și te lasă pe tine să decizi ce dorești să păstrezi…lacrimi, zâmbete, iubire🤗.
   Nu poți uita persoana iubită ușor, nici ceea ce ai simțit….poate doar să accepți că viața merge înainte. Amintirile voastre le cazezi undeva într-un colț de suflet, cu promisiunea că șederea va fi plăcută, ba chiar le recomanzi o cameră cu vedere către prezent… Asta așa să nu fie discuții, iar pe noptiera o carte…din categoria „Sper că ești bine”.
   Adormisem târziu, era deja aglomerație în visul meu.. când a apărut el, a reușit să-mi fure un zâmbet…mereu reușește 😊.
   Tăcerea dintre noi era un sentiment greu de descris, nu eram străini…dar nu eram nici noi cei de altădată.
   Mă salutase puțin stângaci și-mi oferise o îmbrățișare. Ea a fost ca o cheie care mi-a deschis toate simțurile, de parcă totul a fost ieri și nu a trecut decât o zi.
   Se jucase cu o șuviță din părul lui, lucru pe care îl făcea de fiecare dată când se simțea pus în încurcătură sau nu dorea să zică nimic.
Nu mi-a spus de ce a venit… Dar cred că el știa că, indiferent de situația dintre noi, ușa mea îi va fi deschisă întotdeauna…chiar și în vis 😋.
   Nu l-am întrebat nimic… doar am plecat și m-am ghemuit pe podeaua rece din hol.
  Mă urmase, se așezase și el tăcut lângă mine. Avea doar o cămașă…. Era aproape înghețat de frig. Am luat o pătură și l-am învelit, tremura…
L-am îmbrățișat, un sentiment plăcut. La un moment dat adormise în brațele mele, barba lui îmi gâdila ușor brațul. În mintea mea avea loc o luptă cu mine însămi. I-am șoptit doar:
   -A fost așa ușor să te iubesc..
   Știam că nu mă aude, poate de aceea am prins și curaj.
   Mirosea a scorțișoară, mâna lui atinse ușor mâna mea, deodată toate amintirile cu noi mi-au invadat colțișorul meu de suflet…
Unele erau fericite, altele erau triste… eram noi cu bune și rele.
   În șoaptă am auzit vocea lui:
   -Oare ce s-a întâmplat cu noi?
   -Ne-am rătăcit, i-am răspuns, nu te mai gândi…
   Doamne, prin câte am mai trecut amândoi. Viața ne-a testat la adevărata noastră valoare, dar ultimul test l-am căzut amândoi.
   Se pare că nu am fost chiar atât de buni precum credea ea, ba mai mult … ne-a aruncat în aceeași barcă, că doar nu erau de ajuns cicatricile.. trebuia să privească și spectacolul, tipic ei.
  Dacă peste zi suntem la sute de km distanță, seara, în vis, este mereu acolo…de parcă ar fi îngerul meu…. apare de nicăieri, se cuibărește lângă mine și stă până dimineață,
iar a doua seară revine…
   E adorabil când zâmbește 🙂.
   Uneori mă invită la dans și valsăm sub clar de lună…
   Acum înțeleg de ce uneori mă trezesc dimineața cu picioarele obosite 😁…
   El este complicele, mă valsează mai ceva ca pe Cenușăreasa, doar că nu plec înainte de ora 24… și nu port pantofi de cristal. Mă calcă uneori.. după care își cere scuze îngrijorat.
   Nu am înțeles de ce se întâmplă astfel de lucruri, dar poate nu toate lucrurile trebuie să fie înțelese.
Când îmi e sufletul obosit, de multe ori apare doar să mă îmbrățiseze, alteori se ghemuiește și-l îmbrățișez eu.
Sunt zile când, parcă mi-e drag și zile în care prezentul contează, iar noi în prezent suntem fiecare pe drumul său.
Hopa, dar asta este o altă poveste!😁

P.S
Se spune că atunci când îmbrățișezi
Mai câștigi o zi din viață…
Așa o fi 😁.

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